I was deliberating between starting this month or next. I decided on September. It will be the right thing to do. Even if there is no harm whatsoever and 28 days was indeed enough after the jab, I would feel bad and, perhaps, blamed on if we were successful this month and something bad happened down the road... I would blame myself for every little thing that could go wrong. "what if..?" would always be in my head. And then there is the bachellorette party that I have to go to, my birthday, and then the wedding... My husband would not be with me when it would be the time to find out, I would be away from the city with the girls, most likely desperately wanting to go back. In September all of the partying craziness would pass, the wedding would pass, and it would be the perfect time in every way!

but... what scares me is that if it doesn't work out the first time, I would be in my last months of pregnancy during the summer, which I am so desperately trying to avoid! I don't want to be pregnant in the summer, this is my worst nightmare. I guess if it happens it happens, but it will really really suck if it does. For now, I will just hope that September is out lucky month in every way and it was truly meant to be.